Dear Sequoia 4

Dear Sequoia,

It makes me happy just to write to you.  To think about you, to write to you, to imagine you.  I wonder what it will be like when you read these letters?  i wonder if you will know the journey your Mom and I went on to come to you?  It is the most important thing i've done in my life....this journey to you.  In making the journey to you, I am making a radical journey to me.

I am in San Francisco right now, finishing up my last month of graduate school. I'm getting my masters degress in Philosophy, Cosmology, and Consciousness.  I wonder if you'll be interested in this kind of stuff on day?  The Universe, Creation, Cosmic play, great thinkers who have tried for thousands of years to understand the nature of reality.  We try to answer the big questions, about purpose and meaning.  

But you know what?  it's funny, since you came into my life, those questions matter less.  My whole i have been interested in those kinds of questions and I think I always will be.  But you know what else?  What i've also noticed my whole life is that at the end of each day, what matters most is Love.  It's funny writing this to you because I don't know what it will sound like when you read it one day.  What will it sounds like.  Love.  The importance of Love.  Will it mean something?

As much as I love what i'm studying, as much as I love traveling around the world, and playing, and as much as I love the adventure, i love Love more.  i love your mom more than I can express to you.  And it is our love for one another that is bringing you here to us.  Isn't that amazing?  We are drawing you forth right now by our loving each other.

Your Mom is in our home in Los Angeles right now, we are still taking space from one another. But I want you to know I saw her last week and when I did she said 'i was in the bathroom the other day and i looked up at the painting on the wall that you and i painted and i felt how perfect that painting is going look in CeCe's room.'  Your Mom calls you CeCe.  Although I don't know how we're going to spell it yet.  But I just wanted you to know she's thinking about you, she loves you so much, and just like me she can't wait for you to be here.

Love, Sequoia.  I hope I can teach you that.  I hope your life teaches you that and I hope your Mom and I always put love first....love for one another, for our friends and family, for you, and for the Earth.  Love really is the only thing that creates lasting change and healing, the only thing that can radically transform, empower, melt, and inspire.  Just the thought of you inspires me.  I am sending you love across time, across dimensions, across probabilitites, across the universe to where you're waiting for us.

i love you CeCe!

me